我第一次突然去邻居的房子，在那里我看到一个男孩和一个女孩偷偷地彼此发生性关系，

For the first time I suddenly went to my neighbor's house and there I saw a boy and a girl secretly having sex with each other, seeing them my sexuality was aroused, I came home completely naked and masturbated thinking about both of them and I became completely passionate, what could I do alone, somehow I am tolerating it